Hello little girl,
This blog is for you. Because I know you obsessively read them for proof of the horrible things he's told you about me. You know how I know he's telling you? My dear stalker, I was you. I was his "hun" his "baby" the only one he said he's ever loved as much as he did. I was you.
You're not so special as you think you are. Once upon a time, his ex and I had problems. We did the same thing that you and I are. Don't believe me? I'm sure I vented somewhere in this blog, in my ultimate superiority that our relationship was special, that she couldn't possibly know what our relationship entailed.
And all the while, I wondered why the hell he never once spoke up in my defense, I was constantly in a battle with her, by myself. Just like he never defended me to her, he will never defend you, to me.
I have since spoken to her, and all of it has been cleared up. She told me the nasty things Jesse would tell her, I told her all the nasty things Jesse had told me about her.
So you see little girl, you can tell whoever until you are blue in the face that he's special and loves you above all else, and everyone else has done him wrong, call me a bitch, call me whatever you want. The truth is? I was you. And I'm finally at the point in my life where I'm no longer blinded by his once in a lifetime love, that I can tell you, I don't give a duck, if you are dating him.
